Sara knows all about the grounding, bodily awareness, and enhanced sense of control yoga can create. Her practice isn’t a way to de-stress after a busy week at work or drop a few pounds. Instead, it is an integral part of her journey as a physical and sexual assault survivor living with PTSD who now suffers from flashbacks from the abuse suffered at the hands of her ex-husband. She uses yoga to rebuild her relationship with her body and her ability to be present in the moment. In “It is very difficult to stay in your own body when you’re getting flashbacks,“ she says in an interview with Yoga Journal, but yoga is helping her through it. It is also helping her get through the court appearances she must make each time her abuser violates the restraining disorder. “I realized that I’m a very strong person. Yoga reminds me that if I just keep plodding along, I can get there.”
For some sexual assault survivors in particular, yoga can be an intimidating prospect, especially if you are asked to engage in poses that make you feel vulnerable, exposed, or unsafe. Some movements may even be triggering. It is critical that you work within a supportive space that recognizes your emotional needs, allows you to practice in a way that is comfortable to you, and honors your history while facilitating healing. In a powerful essay for The Breathe Network, Molly Boeder Harris, a yoga instructor specializing in trauma-informed practice, writes, “Yoga allows survivors to incrementally regain a sense of comfort and ease within their own shape, to non-verbally process feelings that transcend language and to experientially cultivate gratitude towards the body.” This is where the healing process begins–in the reframing of physicality, the somatic expression of emotion, and integration of mind, body, and spirit.