Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) is much more than a tendency for cleanliness—it’s an illness that can make you feel like your mind is constantly being invaded by thoughts that you can’t control. Although compulsive behaviors are carried out to alleviate the stresses created by these thoughts, relief is short-lived, and the feeling of helplessness that accompanies this disorder can become too much to handle for some, sometimes leading to depression and even suicide.
“I was scared to look at people,” said Diance, whose OCD causes her to fear that she is not moral enough, believing that she is being judged as sinful by God. “I thought I was offending them by inappropriately glancing at them, and I constantly prayed for forgiveness.” Although Diance has had a long road to recovery with many detours—including a suicide attempt—she has made progress thanks to Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT), which has helped her realize how irrational her compulsive thoughts are.
But long roads journeys are often the hardest to endure, and it’s human nature to want the fastest treatment. We all have hope that somewhere out there, there is a cure for our problems, mental health-related or otherwise, and years of therapy often doesn’t seem like the most efficient way to reach this cure.


