For people who live with agoraphobia, PRN (or “as-needed”) medications like Ativan can be an incredible resource. They can reduce the feelings of panic that make you fear certain situations and environments and help you experience everything that your disorder has previously made you miss out on. But relying on it can be harmful in a number of ways. Benzodiazepines are highly addictive, with one study finding that 40 percent of outpatient general practice patients in the sample met the criteria for dependency. And given the fact that benzodiazepine withdrawal effects mirror symptoms of agoraphobia and can last for weeks to months, dependency is extremely counterproductive to treatment, and can leave you with the same problems that you began treatment with—exacerbated.
Leaving the house used to be something I had to spend hours preparing for—something I had to feel ready to do. And if I couldn’t get there, I just stayed in my room: my safe place. But once I was prescribed Ativan, I had a resource I could use during my most anxious moments. It was like being washed over by a wave of calm: I didn’t feel anxious or panicky or drugged—I just felt normal. I could do normal things without having panic attacks. The problem, of course, is that Ativan and other benzodiazepines can be addictive, so I’ve had to be really mindful of how and when I’m using them.
In order for medications like Xanax and Ativan to be effective in the long-term, they must be one part a treatment plan that makes sure there are other supports in place—like long-term therapy and networks of family and friends. A comprehensive treatment plan is something that can be developed in residential treatment, and will provide a variety of treatment modalities and coping skills that you can carry forward and use to combat your agoraphobia daily. Three specific modalities that you may find beneficial are meditation, music therapy, and group therapy.



